Cry me a river?

I think you should cry and let it all out... it's better than bottling up your feelings... As for your date Friday I think you might want to postpone it, maybe just a bit. Because you've said before you were with your boyfriend for 6 years. Take time to let your heart heal a bit. I do understand getting back out there though, I'm the same way. I know if I let my broken heart consume me I wouldn't ever have dated again. However I didn't date someone for 6 years... If you feel it's wise to go on this date go for it, but before that let all your emotions out and work through them. Good luck & take care! :)