I'm terrified of karma?

Your afraid because all of these years you have not set any boundaries whatsoever. STOP and reflect. You are feeling guilty. When you feel guilty you also feel like you want to punish yourself. You criticize yourself making it harder to love yourself and others. Trying to please everyone everyday must be grueling and mentally hard for you or anybody else for that matter. a href="http://www.amazon.com/Where-Draw-Line-Healthy-Boundaries/dp/0684868067/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1283805690&sr=8-1" rel="nofollow"http://www.amazon.com/Where-Draw-Line-He…/a